Done.
Now for my negative. So don't read--it's really not pleasant. I just need a real bout of self-pity, a good wallow, and some sleep. And to get these curlers out of my hair. {Maybe they will do something cool to it??}....
Why am I up at 1:25am you ask? I am stressed. I have reached a level of maturity, [or not], where I don't usually get stressed at all. I retract that. It's not maturity...its the blessing of proper medication. Anyway. Right now..I am because I have reached my pre-mid-life crisis. I have so many darned decisions to make nownownow, and it's really getting to me. What classes for school? Am I going to finish summer reading? What college? Am I sure of that college?? Should I leave early? Should I forget the language courses? But I don't want to stop being a kid...I don't want to grow up, Peter Pan doesn't have to, I shouldn't. I don't want to leave all that I have ever really known. Behind. Forever. Should I...? STOP!!!
But, as my dear friend Beth taught once in a Young Women lesson...nothing is ever solved at night, when you are tired, and clueless. This is correct, and I wonder why I continue to try and sort out at night.
DISTRACTION TIME!!
So, in an effort to mush my brain..of course I turn to intellect. [i creep myself out.] I just spent an hour delving into a thirty page synopsis of Bill Clinton's impeachment trial. I took multiple quizzes on general knowledge..landmarks, political scandals [which led to the Bill Crap], nineties stuff... I discovered online that lemon juice, stainless steel and Listerine all get rid of onion odor off of your hands.
So I browse the headlines..searching for anything..Taiwanese refugees of cyclone, fossils in California of carnivorous whale...Native American tribe saving the condor...ten ways to stop bad texters...on..and on...and on. It wasn't until I stumbled upon the whole London Jewel Heist thing, and I'm loving the headlines..many of which for some reason believe Lindsay Lohan has something to do with the robbery. Anyway..its the largest jewel heist London has ever known, with over 1500 diamonds stolen [a compilation of about 43 pieces] out of Graff in London. It's crazy. I was on the London Telegraph's website reading it up. Then I stumbled into something even cooler!! Black and white photos of Londoners through the twentieth century. GOLD!
and here are a few...you can find more at:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/travel/picturegalleries/6021785/Londoners-Through-a-Lens.html
But here are my favorites: I only include a smidge of info. The pictures tell it all..find more info on the site.
Winston Churchill feeding the deer (1969)
Mare Street, Hackney, watching firemen putting out
a blaze at the premises of Messrs Polikoff Ltd.
1930

Vidal Sassoon!! I used to lovvve his hair brushes when I had long hair!
He is styling the 1960's world renowned Fashion lady Mary Quant's hair.
November 13, 1964
That is not a haircut I would pick for myself.
That is not a haircut I would pick for myself.
Outside Whitehall after Prime Minister Winston Churchill's speech
May 8, 1945
May 8, 1945
1912- VOTES FOR WOMEN!
English suffragette Estelle Sylvia Pankhurst (1882-1960)
stands on a platform to paint the front of the
Women's Social Defence League premises in Bow Road, East London.
And my favorite.
1934.
This was a proposed idea, cages on
tenement windows, in order for babies to
more fully enjoy the benefits of the fresh air and sunshine.










Love the pictures, Love you. You are amazing Nish and seriously, you have grown up so much. I was just really impressed with you this summer. And I'm sure that now (since you've slept and what Beth said is soooooo ture) you are feeling better about things. But still, don't worry...things always work out. I can't tell you how many nights I've just been completely confused, frustrated, or down. Perhaps its just because we're girls and we have insane hormones that drive us crazy, maybe it's because of the stage of life with so many changes, but honestly I think it's just life. There will always be unknowns, confusion, and darkness, but also pure happiness, laughter, and light! Seriously, things always just work out. It's amazing. I have had so many times where it seems like 50,000 things are staring me in the face and I'll never be able to decide or get through them all...but I always do. I love you Anisha! You're a strong girl and I know you'll do great. Senior year is a tough time with so many decisions and new things happening. It's kinda a crossroad in your life, but I know you'll do what's best and make the best out of whatever you choose. So smile and enjoy it all. :)
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